Low spirit

I dunno why
I wonder why i so low mood~spirit
Play ball no pakai brain
When i flash back this event, ownself ketawa lol
Competition is coming~and seems like i get nth improve from it
Sei lo~~go back melacca sure lose de T_T
What i hope is to get a nice draw xd
This time my target would be enter semi-final
Hope everything will be smooth carry on

Perhaps a change?
I am feeling toward something which is not recommended by friend
IT'S NOT EASY TO DO IT!!
I wish i wont get mad of it
Friend advice jor but still dun want masuk telinga
As what they say
I have to overcome it by myself
Kena liao baru can learn from it
That's mean i need to pay something to get something-Scarcity meh!!?
Is cruel and i dun wish to get that in the end
I will be the one who get low mood
I am not clueless
I need time to improve myself in terms of cognitive thinking

Be clear what am i doing!!
Don't ever do some stupid+wasting time stuff
If i did something wrong or stupid
I dun mind as long as i gain something

2morrow gonna have a badminton with friend
wee wang wang
Hope i can get back my morale

Next

Yesterday

I went to stay over nite at friend's house

There's 2 emo guy in the house with a neutral guy me xd

They faced the same situation

The person they love already had BF

I felt sympathy on both of them

So we decided to drink red wine to end up the day

They really pro~ drunk till the sercret also spoke out

Well, it was good to forgot the past by drunk seriously=.='

But that's not the way to forgot the sad thing

There's still got other way to do it

Well, i only took 3 1/2 cup of it

In the end, i was the survivor who din't drunk xd

Well, gambateh lo heng dai

Both of you have ur own talent

Dun give up

There's still alot flower around both of you

How about me?

They advice me too

What about now?

Direction is given

I was waiting the time to meet someone

I wanted to grip the chance

Future is in my hand

I will create a new destiny

Regards,
Teh.A.K.A Rambutan

What about next?

Well
I am confusing of something
I am seeking advice
I am seeking listener
I am seeking solution
I am seeking dream
I am seeking it
Tonite will be the nite that i fall for you xd
Should i follow the promise@@
There's no bright hope for the promise
There's a bright hope for a new
Answer will be appear later
Wee wang wang

Regards,
Teh A.K.A Rambutan

NaNaNa

Yeah finally reached home~~sweet sweet~
1st time i gonna do is train my table tennis
2nd eat all i can kakakakak
3rd is go find friend
Today i had received a call from a uncle
He is ah shu
He always play table tennis with me
Advice too
He ask me whether i got participate the coming competition or not
Me:Yes, i sure participate. Cause i want to take this chance to see melaccan skill as well
For sure my table tennis's senior improve alot, they can play for 7 days in a week
But i only can play twice per week zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz cause the training ground not available everyday
Ah Shu, i will try my best to appeal back melacca if can
Table tennis is my life~my soul
I can't find a kaki to play with me during weekands
Unlike in Melacca ~sigh~
MMU closed Tournament is around corner
I havent prepared yet zzzzzzzz
Well beside that, the objective i go back
1st=see old friend?
2nd=see someone?
3rd=competition
4rd=enhance skill
5th=let me think 1st haha

Feel like i am changing?@@
I dun want break the "promise"
But i know i can't control my mind


Regards,
Teh A.K.A Rambutan

Less sleep but active day

And the shadow of the day had passed
I see the dream light
I see the rainbow
I see the sun smilling to me
I had overcome the obstacles
Feel so boring n i meet a new friend
Is really funny to share it out
I always see wrong person
I ask her ( Am I dreaming? Why i always see wrong ppl one?)
She: May be u add wrong ppl(facebook and msn)
Well, i dun mind of it
Since already add, just continue it
Life is full of colour
We chat for almost 5hours yesterday
And i dunno why i suddenly mention some of her's history
She curious and ask me -Answer is provided in her facebook
I had spend time reading her facebook profile and the pic
I slept at 6am and wake up at 8.30am
Wake up like nth
Am i a robbot?lol
Feel not so tired
On 1pm,i had a presentation
Praise myself 1st because i had improved from previous presentation
The preparation for it is totally undescribable
This time dint prepare or memorize well because i just chat msn till very late in the morning
But i use my theory that i had learn from test book and explain to lecturer and coursemate
Luckily they understand my "Allien" Language haha
Besides that, i had answer the lecturer answer based on my understanding
I feel like i am the only clever guy in the group
But i dint perform well in the mid-term test ZzZ
After finish the presentation, i wanna fly ~fly to somewhere i belong
Planned to go table tennis today, too bad the weather dun want give me face
Rain all the evening T_T
Usually rain give me a symbol of sadness
Feel so moody, is time for sleep wakakkakaka

She says that i am very废
Can't wait 2morrow cause i wanna go back PD to gather with friends
Friend Forever~~~
Wee wang wang
Regards,
Teh A.K.A Rambutan

emo+moody for tuesday and wednesday

Undescribable for tuesday and wednesday
Lots of unexpected event had happen on me
1st i want to talk about the PTPTN thing
Wake up in the early morning
9am reached there, saw alot ppl already there
Nice mood sitting down and wait wait wait
Around 11am++, still waiting for my turn
Time pass very slow, so i go“吹水 ” with my classmate
blow till 4pm still havent get our turn
For sure, big mood swing
Hot mood with lots of ppl in the hall
Here's come a GY kia which name Jason or Jie Sheng i dunno how to spell
This GY kia want cut place, we all sure "bu song" de lah
Talk to him nicely, he still dun admit wrong and keep on kao pei kao bu
Mother Fxxker, we talk nicely he keep on talk talk talk
Seriously i felt want to punch him at that moment
Because of PTPTN ppl there, we stop here
Dun want lose the PTPTN chance cause of the sohai GY kia!
Then the sohai move to other side, now reached my turn
WTF i forget 1 more document ...................
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz get reject and get diu by the PTPTN ppl zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
No choice have to ask my parent to come cyberjaya to give me by the next day
Lucky man, i had settle all the PTPTN thing by today.

Well, i am tired of it
I had punched hardly on the wall, hand pain too. But it is worth cause i want release tension
"Tui Hei Ngam Sun"
Now i really want to thank my parent for bringing the document to me
And sry that i had a bad mood for this 2 days
Because of bad mood, i had dissapointed my parent
I promise i will control my emotion
I am here to repeat, i am sry dad and mom

Regards,
Teh A.K.A Rambutan