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Fuck!!!!
Can my parent stop 念经 to me?
我已经知错了，我答应要好好读书。为什么还要念经？

I can't handle it anymore
我在家找不到温暖，每天都在对我念经
sien............
I already told them i will get bad result since i dint study well
But keep on bel bel
The sentence never change from the 1st day until now
Y don't both of u just use knife and stab on me?
My emotion got limit!!!
Mom and Dad
sry for my loud voice and my stubborn attitude
I will study hard and will not dissapoint both of u

我知道我很牛脾气，可是我会改的
我要得是家人的关心而不是念经!!!
想骂我这不孝子就骂吧
我知道你们是为我好
我也知道你们很难过
我看到你们难过，我都很想哭
哭有何用？倒不如想如何去日子
竟然我知道错了，就好好的让我一个人去taste 错的感受和如何去解决
It's bitter and i want learn from it


可能你们会把我骂醒也说不定
Fuck, no remedy to cure my mood!!
I just wish i will pass through this hard period
Sentence of the day=Promise to study hard

Back to Home

I will start the story by writting my mood
2day the day parent come and fetch me back home
1st, i can't show any smile cause i am having a bad result
2nd, i am emo-ing
3rd, whatever they say is really very hard for me to absorb
The more they say when i am driving, the more faster i drive the car
I know i am stupid cause i拿命来玩
The moment they give me courage and support
I feel i wanna cry, but i endure it
They are rite, i play too much and din't pay attention during lecture
Beta year is totally dif with foundation year
Oh i am sorry
I will fight again which is study hard
1 time fail doesn't mean i will fail next time

Anyway, congratz to anyfriend who score higher grade
For the friend in the same boat with me, pls try harder next time

I will repeat this sentence again
Nothing can last forever, but friendship will
人不能没有希望，没有希望就是注定会失败
人活着要有目标，要努力去争取
人活着要有朋友，没有朋友生活就会很闷
朋友们的支持也很重要
我现在才知道。。。。。。。。
友情永远都是那么温暖的

Up And Down

The big mood swing of the day

Who knows? The result is out today

It is like a earth-shaker!!

Pa Pa T_T

Worry of the result....................................

Omg!!!!! Due to lazyness, i get bad result ...Feel wanna punch thing, but i dint do it

Sad sad T_T

U jump, i jump lol

I am not stupid!

I wont go suicide

Cause it just a small obstacle

Just a pic of it, if i die

parent sure sad of it

So i never think of suicide

Be strong and never give up!!

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Hint=the place where angel stay xd

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hUm0/s320/screenTrinityRO+PKv12010.jpg" border=0>In the land of day break

Thx for sacrifice ur time to console the down guy-me

I really appreaciate it very much

Result bad doesn't mean i am hopeless, i will score it back!!> <DIV>I will revenge it to get better score!!

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Thx for the nite

To my parent:

I am sry dad and mom, ur son had dissapointed both of u T_T

V>I promise i will study hard for the rest of my life

I will not waste ur money and destory the hope

Usually i will be the active guy who always talk talk talk

But 2day i become the passive

She becomes the active

She is excel in consoling ppl

I feel happy because when i am the down-curved moon

There are few stars sparkling beside me

I will never feel alone

There are the motivator

I will do it better next time!!

Recently.........

Recently i am watching the live score for the Denmark badminton open series 2009
Sad case~
I got no Astro in my house T_T
What Can I do was just online and watched the online live score
Well,
Reader might said that i was a badminton freak
Yes,i was it
I love to watch it since primary school
Lee Chong Wei, Koo Kien Keat& Tan Boon Heong were my inspiration ^^
I would like to share some videos to all of u

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oG9W2nE10Yc

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6-IxzVuvziA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fFITT_uSXgc&feature=related

Another thing
I being training table tennis for 1 weeks
But there was no improvement at all zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
It doesn't made sense cause i was training without any direction
Friday~My senior phone phone me

Ring Ring Ring

"Me:Hallo.
Senior:Ah Hao, how was ur table tennis? Got train mah?
Me: Ok Ok lah, still got train, but don't have any improvement"

Oh no!!!

The next cyber close tournament will be held in next month
Hope i can learn something from coach xd

May be is time to say good bye to My Holiday
And happy reopen school for all the MMU students hehe^^
I can see Valkyrie and my fellow cyber's coursemates
Rambutan is back

Regards,
Teh A.K.A Rambutan

1 nite gathering , 1 nite stand for friend, thanks for the memories

..............................................................................21th October 2009...............................
......................................................................Wednesday night........................................
...............................................................................Venue=Wings Cafe.................................
..............................................................................Time=7.45p.m-9.30p.m.........................

Yeah ^_^

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This gathering consits of 6 ppl (including 1 special outsider haha) -Lydia's sister
Together we make new friend hehe
千手观音 as usual
This is our foundation year's special post
I always in the front line^^
Cause i am PM1516 leader mah xd xd



Twinkle Twinkle little star hehe
Big head ur hand sengek jor =.='
Pm1516 GoGo!!Another photo section
Camera Woman=Yun Chee A.K.A Big Head
I almost block BlurLynn(Lydia's sis)
She so "tall" haha
Dun let her see ya







Took at DP(Dataran Pahlawan) Jumping fail xd
Actually i no need jump also can de haha


Why this time i plan to back Melacca?
Cause i am getting rotten in the house
That's y i am going back to visit my foundation's friend
Too bad, lots of them are still at hometown and celebrate thier semester break
Those above are all Melaccan
I am only the PD kia haha

When they see me....
1st thing they notice me i am getting thinner
Dun get frighten
During the final exam period, i am as skinny as skeleton
abit gua zhang xd

To Shin Yi: U are not the 1st one who say i am getting thinner
Alot ppl say that, even my neighbour also say that
Like i get tortuce in cyber haha
Pity me.............
May be the cost of life in Cyber is higher

Although the duration for the gathering is not long
But we are "gay"
The feeling is very warm

Nothing can last forever
Except friendship

Opportunity and future

Opportunity is not always there for us
So we have to grab it before it runs away from us
Because of dream
We think it
We want it
We do something to reach it
The process is challenging and interesting

Future
Think about it
What we need to achive in future?
Beside thinking,action is needed
Strategy is important too

For adolescent or teenagers
It's not too late to think about it
So starts think about ur future

You can create the miracles if you are willing too.

Regards,
Teh A.K.A Rambutan

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Due to my laziness
I will update this rotten blog when the holiday finish xd
Or update when i got the mood
There's nth special during holiday
1=Hang Out
2=Stick at home play and online
3=Eat all the way
4=Training
5=Think someone lol
6=Miss someone lol
7=Plan something
8=Let me think 1st


That's all for 2day
Regards,
Teh A.K.A Rambutan

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Someone says that my blog is getting rotten
Yeah,that's true
There's nth i can write here
My daily life is normal as a peasent? xd
It starts with eat>online>Sleep>train table tennis with daddy>eat>online>Sleep
What can i do?
My holiday is totally dif with my friend
They holiday, i exam
I holiday, they study
I just received a msg from RO friend
Lots of KAOS-sian are playing to play back RO
Soon i will upload some RO pic here
just be patience^^
Wee wang wang

Regards,
Teh A.K.A Rambutan

1st blog by someone and holiday

I am glad that i am inside her blog
She describes me as tall,kind and active in sports
She thinks that i am a good guy haha
+ there are 2 mystery guy
And i know who they are
But i am the 1st guy she describe
It makes me feel proud and "gay"
But do i have the opportunity to become the mystery guy??

Everything Breath that i take
I feel that she is on my mind
I remembered that the 1st day i knew her was the 1st day i open my blog
The blog was so terrible with all the vulgar words xd

For me
Blog is the place for human to express feeling
That's y my friends say that i always write all the emo thing xd

Holiday period~~~ Hurray~~~
Actually i am planning to go back melacca to find my foundation friends
I miss them very much
AS well as my hometown friend
But most of them are facing STPM
well,gambateh for them
Rambutan always support u all in terms of mentality haha

Regards,
Teh A.K.A Rambutan

one day one nite at genting

This time was the best for me in my life
Why i said so?
Because previously i was only followed the school trip and parent
Everything planned nicely by them
This time was different
Because i started learned how to go Genting By Bus xd xd
Although it took longer period of time, but it was worth it
Lots of thing happened during the journey
After finished buying the bus ticket to Genting
Alot passengers were waiting there too
From their appearance, almost all of them were adult or elder adult
When the bus came,all rushed to the bus lol
Relak lah, no ppl want stole ur seat also lol
"不要阻止我们去发财" - it's was the great sentence to describe the situation hehe
"Greed is good" ???
Totally disagree by me
It always brought trouble and problem to human being
The duration was from 5.20p.m- until 8.30p.m
Due to long time dint went Genting, i brought my Sabah Friend Ah Liang walked around at the top of Genting.
It was cool`~~~`
Nothing much happened after that, most of the time we spent on eating ^^
I loved ate^^
I did 3 embarrassing thing
1st=drink wrong water
2nd=eat wrong noodle which ordered by friend
3rd=put wrong sauce on KFC
May be i was tired and i was so bllur@@ T_T
Saw the light,saw the parties, saw the crowd
The next day..................
The weather doesn't showed any kindness!!!!
It was mist all the time~~
And we Can't played outdoor game!!! ";.......................;"

My Valkyrie finished her exam today
Glad to see that she will be become a normal person back haha
Cause during the 2 weeks period, She was lack of sleep due to study
Panda Eyes^^ @_@
Next sem, we gonna sit in the same class
Wonder what will happen next
I am so excited for it
Wee wang wang
Wan San An Sn Nv Sv Shen Shen ^^

Regards,
Teh A.K.A Rambutan

The exam period

As time pass by
I had finish 3 papers -marketing(hell paper), Malaysian studies(better paper), and Microeconomics( Best Paper) xd
Today the microeconomics paper told me that i will get a better score ^^
Beside that's, it told me that understanding was better than memorizing the rubbish topic
Even though i dint studied much on it but i still managed to do it out the solution

This few day, i keep on hugging with the library
Concentration paid was better than studied at apartment
I discovered a pair of disgusting couple in the earth=.='
So far for me, it was the most irritating couple that i ever saw
Hugged with each other in the library, spoiled the library....
Just imagined two dinosaur hugged 2gether...

Today
I saw my Valkyrie during lunch hour
My friend was teasing me T_T
Their observation were so strong-.-'
Nth was out of their sight

In a land of the daybreak
I still studied for my final exam
sometime facebook lah xd or gaming
While for my roommate, he was enjoying his long holiday!!! Very envy wei!!!
He only got 1 exam this sem.........
Well, enjoy ur holiday buddy

The 1st exam paper told me

Just rise from the hell.........
Today i had a bad day during the morning exam paper which is marketing
The 1st feeling came in my mind after view the question
Gonna die....
I Knew the meaning of the word
But i can't defined and elaborated it
And today i was like a down town man
Memory low and down
After finished, I endured the sadness and went to eat
Dam..... No mood to eat at all.
The 1st exam paper told me.... that
I had applied wrong study method and strategy
Being Regretful and blame myself dint used wisely on my leisure time
My life was totally reversed....
Active in the night and the midnight- Abit feel like night stalker xd
I don't want this kind of life
I must save myself from this situation
I think is better i re-structure my study method and strategy
Well
I Dun mind i fail in the exam
As long as i get the pain and learn from it
No pain No Gain

Regards,
Teh A.K.A Rambutan