Tuesday, September 29, 2009
No TOpic
SOmething happens
She back to single or still in relationshop?
It is still a question mark for me
Should i ask or remain silence?
I did a big mistake again
Talk without further thinking
As usual, Trouble comes zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
I wont blame anyone
That's my own mistake which repeat lots of time
How stupid am i=.='
Problem will be solve as we think rationally
Focus in study!!!
As i believe
"Patience and Endurance Create Miracles"
Regards,
Teh A.K.A Rambutan
Friday, September 25, 2009
Today's life
Cause i reach MMU cyber in safety condition
This morning the car got little problem
I Was worry on the time
Dam lucky
After my parent drove back to PD and went for car repair
Lucky it was a small damage-A small accessories spoil
Talk about study
Finally i back to study mood (not 100% yet xd)
So i choose to study in the library with someone
I just want to maintain the relationship
We still can be in the same class for 4 years
As i know that someone has already fall in love with someone
As Hao kor say: she happy enough lo,for what we need to be worry?
As time goes beyond, i believe miracle happen^^
I saw a terrible video today
is a shame for those kids parent
Pls help me spread this link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pNvOCEu4b6s&feature=PlayList&p=AA7F0F48479ABD23&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=10
My comment for these video
For those kids parent, pls teach ur son/daughter
Do not spoil the Malaysia's Image
So young learn ppl how to speak vulgar word?
I am sure those kids will get something bad when they grow up soon
I believe Karma although i am a free thinker
Do good, pay good
Do bad, pay bad
I am sure that most of the reader will agree with my statement
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Yesterday the great day
Let's say 3 2 1
Happy birthday to my friend Baba Xiang A.K.A Napet & Niang Pao
Too bad he dun have blog
Let's wish him in his facebook-Baba_xiang@hotmail.com
We had a small gathering at his house
Drink alcohol, eat birthday cake, chit chat around
Or i called it as indoor-clubbing hehe
After that...........................
Someone suggested to cycle around
Who knows?
We cycled to the sea side
We did something special near the beach there
Only 4 person knew what happen hehe
Cycling under the dark night
With the wind blowing around us
It was warm
I can't forgot the yesterday night
It was great
We are"gay"
Regards,
Teh A.K.A Rambutan
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
What neighbours told me
They: Is a sweet process be4 u success chase someone
They: Is like a hell after u success chase someone
They: U sure gg in the end if u cannot handle nicely
They: Wait is useless, start do something!!
Thx for the comment from friend
That's what they told me this few days
Based on their experience
They want me to learn from it
And do not follow their foot step
Feeling sweet as chasing someone?
Yes, i got the feeling
Feeling hard when someone's heart on other side?
Yes, dam hate this feeling
Too bad i got no idea how to "Steal"the heart back
I am not a !heart-stealer!
No topic of the day
I just saw MMU server's Ro today
Actually i feel excited
Who knows, the server close for unknown reason zzzzzzzzzzzz
What i agree is start doing something be4 regret
Regards,
Teh A.K.A Rambutan
Friday, September 18, 2009
What's in my veins
Some forces are making me down
I do not know why i am so down because of the force
That i can't stand for it
Oh my goodness!
W@H@A@T Should i do??
Seeking advice from someone??
Of course yes
Advisor pls come help me -.-' >>I know u always visiting my blog<<
I realize that "we" got a gap in our communication
Is it too early i give up?
Or should i continue it?
The chance is getting lower and lower
A complicated mind full with hesitations
A guy lost in the forest
Looking for a witch
To bring me walk over the missing forest
Am i inside the forsaken forest?
We shall see the answer soon...............
Regards,
Teh A.K.A Rambutan
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Virgo of the day
"Someone may not share the past or current status with you"
Absolutely 100% Correct. Someone really don't want share her past or current status with me T_T ~This few days pass like zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Feel lifeless
May be i too rush or what. I have no idea at all
From the 1st day i know her, i already prepare for everything
Gambateh!!
Ask questions before you make a sudden move to become intimate or make promises that you may not be able to fulfill once you have the facts... Why so true de=.='!!! 100% true
She do ask me to promise her something, but i worry i can't do it zzzzzzzzzzz
I had overcome some situations.
Be4 i success overcome it, i had asked my friend as my advisor
He do teach me lots of thing especially the fashion, mannerism, and the way of speak
Today is the neutral mood
Is time to go home now ^^
Miss my parent and friends
Miss my table tennis table haha
Miss my present also^^
Miss mom's Cook food
Miss the conversation with dad
Miss the time playing dota with Kor Kor
Miss the time yum cha with friend
Port Dickson~ I am coming back soon~
Regards,
Teh A.K.A Rambutan
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Something wrong?
Only the rain accompany me for the whole night
Moody for no reason?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
U will know something is wrong
I watching movie on the night
Deep inside
It was a rush? what a rush?
Cause the lease possibilty
That i would lose of you
I keep running from the truth
All i ever think about is you
Do you ever think
When you r sad or alone
I try to make u smile
When you r boring or moody
I try to chat with you
When i see u smile
I see the sun shining
When i sad
I see the down curve moon
Thousands of question in my mind
Should i do that? Or shouldn't i?
I had the chance?
But in the end i become the spoiler of myself
Out of sight, out of mind
就算我多厉害,最后也只是剩下一堆黄土
人生匆匆数十载
唯一恒久不变的就只有“情”
只有至死不渝的感情才能够长存于世上
Friday, September 11, 2009
I am so Gay!
Hearing..........
Hear the whisper from your heart
Feel that you are better and happy today
I am glad that you are recover
A life will never reach perfection even when you tried your best
Learns to verify the true and the masked, some intent to be true whilst some intent to hurt
Dun expect that everyone to be like you
Just be what you are
You meant to be
Yes !i believe trust is the main key in building a relationship
It reminds me a funny thing how ppl recognize me-the Rambutan xd
I was wearing all in black formal attire with "a pair of white socks" during my marketing presentation day =.='
That's the special dress code she recognize me xd
Haha, i am glad that she can remember me even though my formal attire is not fashionable
That's the time u start to know me
Thx for the night
We had a great chat
Wish you have a sweet dream tonight
Regards,
Teh A.K.A Rambutan
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Helping mind with limited strength
She was sad
Something happen on her
What should i do?
I don't even know how to console her
What i can do is wish her to pass this tough period
Be strong
ur friend and i will always support you
I have thousands of question marks in my mind
But she wont tell me or let me know
Answer always discover by myself
May be we are still new to each other
Being hate and betrayed by friend?
I had the experience and the taste too
I was insane on the time
Being stab by friend with some personal reason
I need to thank the betrayer for making me awake
You teach me lesson
I should appreaciate it
Who knows sometime we might gain something from one incident?
Don't be the tree
Once the wind blow
It starts to shake
Be the grass
No matter Rain or wind comes
It will still there
True friend Does't want to see u sad like this
Gambateh
Regards,
Teh A.K.A Rambutan
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Busy or excuse?
Last week i going back for competition and see friend
But some of you i might miss out
Sry guys and gurls, i really busy for competition for 1 day mah
And i staying at Koo's house
I just know that some of you always ask my news
I am fine and statisfy the life in Cyber
Some of you might say that i got target in Cyber?
Hmm, in future may be got? hahaha
Ask me when i back to melacca again ^^hehe
In this few day, some funny thing happen
Only me and you know it
When i see you
We are shy
I run out of words to say
In the end, we end it with hi and ............................................
She saids that we are still new
May be time can helps us
Perhaps i should be active more
A blank mind with alot of spaces
Waiting someone to fill in my mind?
Hahahaha
I am waiting for it
Monday, September 7, 2009
Tagged .......
It's 100 truth ! 100! DAMN ITRules:
Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: mineral water as usual
2. Last phone call:Mummy
3. Last text message :Xing zi
4. Last song you listened to: Touch my hand-David Archuleta
5. Last time you cried: Long time dint cry already,should say i endure it.Usually will punch wall. But i want to change this bad habbit. "Someone" Dun like it
6. Dated someone twice: No lo
7. Been cheated on:INDEED
8 Kissed someone & regretted it: Never kiss be4.Ma de ask this lai do what!!!
9. Lost someone special: Ya just happen 2 days ago.!!!
10. Been depressed: Hmm no
11. Been drunk and threw up: havent get drunk on last week cause dint drink much
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS
12. Nature Green
13.Blue
14.Black
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend:Made alot friend since i study in cyber MMU for this sem
16. Fallen in of love: Of course!! walao ye secret bocor lagi=.=' dun want tell who is she blek.Only specific friend know gg^^
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes, it always happen kaka
18. Met someone who changed you:Yes,but is change from passive to active and bad to good
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yeah
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Everyday also got la!!
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list:No
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real live? : 60%
23. How many kids do you want?:2-3 kids
24. Do you have any pets: No, but i love pet
25. Do you want to change your name: Never change, my name is unique and ppl easy recognize me ^^
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Just past nia................ Eat cake and play tilam war with friend xd
27. What time did you wake up today: 8.30a.m
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Chatting with "someone"
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Love, Money, Career, luxuries.......
30. Last time you saw your Mother: this morning be4 they went back to PD. Miss food that cooked by her
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Satisfy what is given by parent and god. Going to archieve something in future by hardwork. Every decision is on my hand
32. What are you listening to right now : Crazy-Simple plan
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No... but i watch Tom And Jerry xd
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Love and future
35. Most visited webpage: jinhao439.blogspot.com
36. Whats your real name: Teh Jin Hao
37. Nicknames: Teh , Jin Hao, Ah Hao, Hao, Hao Hao, Rambutan
38. Relationship Status: Single n available
39. Zodiac sign: Virgo
40. Male or female? : I have gugu bird
41. Primary School?: SJK (C) S.T Leonards
42. Secondary School?: Port Dickson High School
43. High school/college?: MMU-Multimedia University Cyberjaya Campus
44. Hair colour: Black and a little brown under the sun
45. Long or short: What long and what short 1st?
46. Height: 184cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: No
48: What do you like about yourself?: everything especially my average body
49. Piercings: none
50. Tattoos: say no
51. Righty or lefty: Righty
FIRSTS
52. First surgery: No
53. First piercing:No
54 First best friend: Dun say best friend or what. Friend always
55. First sport you joined: Table tennis -5years old star learn
56. First vacation: Forget jor
58. First pair of trainers: Standard 5
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: no..
60. Drinking: Mineral water
61. I'm about to: Facebook or sleep
62. Listening to: Taking back my love-Erique Iglesias
63. Waiting on: Class at 4pm and talk with someone
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?:Of course!!
65. Get Married?: Abothen xd
66. Career?: Indeed
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hug
69. Shorter or taller: Taller ,hope can get 190cm xd
70. Older or Younger: either
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive + talk very loud< 74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship 75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker HAVE YOU EVER : 76. Kissed a stranger: never 77. Drank hard liquor:No 78. Lost glasses/contacts: no 79. Sex on first date: No 80. Broken someone's heart: Ya=.=' but dun ask me who is she/he. 81.Been arrested:Ya by Mathia in form 3=.=' 82.Turn Someone down:? Yes,i think always xd=,=' 83 Cried when someone died: Yea 84Fallen for a friend?: oh yeah DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 85. Yourself: YES!! why nt? 86. Miracles: Sure!! 87. Love at first sight: YES!! 88. Heaven:Dun want go there 1st xd 89. Santa Claus:Always see in tv but never meet be4 90. Kiss on the first date: If got then song lo xd 91. Angels:Valkyrie? I love battle angel lol ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 92. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time?: No 93. Did you sing today?: Yeah 94. Ever cheated on somebody?: Yeah, but i feel guilty after cheat, so i dint cheat ppl now xd 95. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Foundation year 2008 in MMU melacca Campus 96. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what day would it be? 6th september my birtday xd haha 97. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Always..adui..... 100. Posting this as 100 truths?: YEA... Still left 2 question , dunno fly where jor Resource get from Ah Terng BLog Eiprel.blogspot.com Ma de so many tagged to do=.='
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Happy passing through
I had gain something and lost something
Gain was more than Lost
The table tennis tournament was ended on 5/9/2009 saturday
Finally i break my own personal record
I got a 3rd in mens double but too bad i had lost in Man's single
The johor state player was strong zzzzz
What i gain from it is the quality of mind set.
Without EQ,for sure the player cannot played well
2ndly, the teamwork-"默契" is the most important one
Play safe~hit safe~block safe~attack safe~xd safe all the way
Thx for my partner encourage and advice
We managed to handle the match very well
From 10am play till nite 6.45pm
Tired,then rushed back to j-jay house for bathing
Nite 4guys going out to wet at Dataran Pahlawan lol
Tired mood>Walk>Eat>Play at game station>balik koo's house
The time had came
I went to bath~and the 3 guys(pok,koo,j-jay) were setting something but i dunno
Finish bath,ngam ngam 12am^^
Boom happy birthday to me@@
I tot i will solo celebrate my birthday
Lucky in the end no
I was not alone
I still had friends
Thx 3 of all you de birthday cake and wish
The 1st 3 birthday sms-wisher will be 2 RO friend-Alex and Corn 3rd=Sandra A.K.A Ring RIng
Next would be the ps2-ing
I got no mood to play at all
Tired Dou Sei !!!!!+The game was boring
Ultraman become lao ya man
Played judi card also no mood
And i lazy layan ppl xd
Sleep all the way~i was the death fish~
They really crazy
Play tilam war!!!!! Kick lai Kick Qu~
Pity for the skeleton koo always got bully haha
All Steal tilam so that to get a nice sleep place
Only got 2 tilam
The most pity guy Was Mr.j-jay haha
His head got knocked by the chair 3 times
I played a while then went back sleep
Mana tau today waked up hand and leg pain
Someone slash my leg!!! Dunno which mangkali did it!!!
But i was happy~4 kids playing the tilam war haha
I had lost something?
Should say i am going to give up something that i miss and love
The destiny is doom
The new destiny will be born soon
There's nth to hide
We are still good friend
Take care "someone"
For new "Someone"
I am coming
Regards,
Teh A.K.A Rambutan
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Wee wang wang
I am going back to melacca to see foundation friends
As well as my senior
I miss you all so much
Rambutan is alone in the cyber zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Something i need to solve in melacca?
Oh no, i dun want face the truth
But i know i gonna make a decision for my future
I remember each flash as time goes beyond
The happy and the sweet moment i have to forget it
Or should i keep inside it?
I dun wish to erase it
It colourize the part of my life
There's nth inside~memories left abandon
This coming saturday competition is totally a challenge for me
I had to face alot strong senior xd
wish they dun early knock me out kaka
And thx for ur wish
I will try my best to perform it
Ur voice is all i heard
That i get what i deserve
Someone calls me fruit xd
Regards,
Teh A.K.A Rambutan
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Yesterday's life
It was scary and the road was smooth & dangerous
It took me 1 hour and 20minutes to reach cyberia
Safety 1st xd
Yesterday's marketing class was too undescridable
She came late too haha
I was going out with indian friend during break time
For what? rushing for assignment thing
We forgot to insert a important file into it
In the end, the lecturer boom out 1 sentece: it is not important, no insert also x pa one xd
What the heck!!! Mean that we rushed here and there for nth!! grrrrrrrrrrrr ";.........:"
I had invite someone for a badminton game
Be4 that, i went to meet them 1st
Then walked 2gether to cyberia badminton court
On the way~~~Chit Chat on the way~~HeHe HaHa too~~
hoho we got no gap in communication ^^
It was prooven that we still can enhanced our relationship
Aiks~I din't play badminton for long time
Once play~no stamina~like a death fish xd
Be4 that, she told me that she was silence if she meet not close ppl
Mana tau~she banyak active o
After finished, we had chat at play ground
Swing >Swing>Swing>Swing
They were very geng actually
The way they pakat and tipu ppl and kena ppl@@
1 word ~~impressive~~
Hope that i wont be their next target=.='
We walked and walked, finally they reached hostel
And i walked alone back to cyberia~quite lonely and the weather was cold
Aiyo~~sei lo~~
My back bone started calling pain!!!
die lo die lo, i still got training and competition
Hope it can recovered as soon as possible
The joy+happy of the yesterday
Regards,
Teh A.K.A Rambutan